My 1st blog...

Actually i juz wan to share my feelings on here...erm...Tis is my 1st blog...hope it is easy to understand...haiz...juz on yesterday...i heard abt her again...she had stop her education...she wan to do job...bt i noe it is nt so simply...haiz...she will make her life worst...her future? her everything is bcome worst...even the friends beside her is only some useless n hopeless friends..they juz noe how to smoke, drink, having complicated relationship n drugs...she is juz 15 yrs old..when i heard tis...my heart pain...i juz hope i nvr noe her...bt anywhere she is my 2nd ex..she sms me..bt when i asked her wat she work as n y she last nite 1 something am still busy...i think maybe she go slip wif other ppl again or doing others bad things....it is her parents fault...her life is bcoz their careless...stupid parents...haih...Another is my 1st ex...she gt contact wif me...bt then she still gt feel wif me...n i oso hope we can be couple again...bt she gt bf...n then when she told me she juz wan to break wif him...i suddenly nt dare to talk abt it...i scared i will think abt myself n destroy their relationship...bt my heart tell me to do so....haih...i dunnoe...i dunnoe y i wan relationship...maybe ppl think i'm playboy...bt i noe i maybe nt love them...bt i juz wan to forget someone...haih...anywhere she is my 1st ex...bt...i met a new gal...she is good...i noe i'm loving her more n more...i juz take her as my main target...haih...i'm bad in relationship isn't it?...maybe i'm juz dunwan to forget anyone in my life...haih..my friends sometimes oso make me disappointed...i juz told her tat i wan watch the movie Alice In The Wonderland last week...bt then on tat day..i mean yesterday...i sms her to buy tat time...she said full d...she juz remember to sms my others friends n remind them...bt nt me...she said she forgot me...k..fine...i only noe i'm disappointed n sad to u...u nvr take me as a friend...