Love？

haih...actually i'm nt goin to write tis blog so early...bt i juz can't wait...i wan to share my feelings d...My 1st ex hv broke with her bf...her bf is my bro...n then i dunnoe he still angry or misunderstanding me n her...haiz...i can feel tat she is more like me than before...bt sometimes i think she like playing me...n she sud ask me to go out on tuesday wif her...i noe she wan us to be couple again...bt she juz broke..y? u will let me think u r playing me...i dunwan...n i'm chasing a gal...she maybe is beta..bt she like nt really like me...she sometimes really care abt me or else...bt soemtimes really hurt me bcoz i like nt really important to her...she is a gal tat more importance her friends...bt tis i understand...bcoz she nt really undertsanding me n sometimes friends r beta...bt y u dunwan gv me a chance? i had exp...tats y i understand..bcoz my 1st ex is oso like tis...bt then..her friends betrayed her...tats y...haih...i hv to choose hu now? my ex or the new gal? when i choose my ex...i scared she is playing me...when i choose the new one...i scared she nt really like me...it is totally different...n the new one can't out oftenly...haih....Tis is my third relationship if i on wif her..n my feelings r totally diferent n i'm nt confident in love anymore...