Y can't u understand my feelings?

i noe u will angry...u will said tat i tie u up tightly...u will think tat i nvr trust u...bt the problem is not abt i trust u a nt...is when u touch or play wif the other guys...i feel hurt...yup...i try to make myself happy...bt i juz dunnoe y ppl nvr touch u u wan go touch ppl purposely or touch them 1st? u noe the feeling when i juz thinking u r really nvr play wif them...everyday i hope...i trust u...u noe the feel when u think ur honey sweetness n the way she play is juz for u...n the cutest act she did is only for u...bt then...it is not...other guy can hv it too...u will play wif them wif the happiness n the cuteness...especially the guy tat like u...u thought it is common...bt is it wrong tat a person tat in a relationship muz avoid to play or getting too close wif other guy? u nvr avoid it...if juz beat once i am ok...bt u keep touch him...how my feel? it is like many knifes n needles cut n land on my heart...when u play wif me...i feel u r cute n u love me...bt when i noe u oso will play wif the others...i dunnoe...i nvr c the time u play wif them is how happy...bt i believe i nvr wan to c it...can pliss...i juz wan u avoid...nt nvr...haih...they should be happy isn't it?